Years ago I looked at the country I live in and couldn’t imagine a time that someone like me could be happily free and open. I couldn’t fathom a place filled with love and support for someone so broken as I was. I was a hard working guy with a barely earned high school diploma with dreams of dying so I didn’t have to deal with being me.
Later on when life came to a head I slowly started to realize that things could change and life could be better. I realized I wasn’t alone in my pain and I found solace in friends willing to support me. I also found the other side and those who sought to rid the earth of people like me. I fought past the fear of them and my own fears of life. I battled depression and stared in amazement when I realized life had meaning. I found my voice, I found my people, and I found myself.
I remember friendly debates with friends over gay marriage and not so friendly debates over bathroom issues. I also developed a voice on this blog platform for nothing more than to tell the story of who these big bad hated transgender people are. Vilified, demonized, and misunderstood we carry on with hope that society would one day catch up.
Then we had a presidential administration willing to stand up and support us. Finally securing the protections we all were lacking. Equal rights for those different than the rest. We found solace and serenity in that added layer of safety. That administration has gone now and it seemed at least the legacy would live on.
Along comes a businessman who screamed of change. Someone so far off that most dismissed him as a joke. MAGA and drain the swamp became the pathetic slogans of a forlorn demographic. He couldn’t possibly win the election…. so how many stayed home. How many went to bed knowing that Hilary would be president in the morning? Many showed signs of remorse immediately but many continued on. They are fizzling our now and many are realizing the fire consequences of their actions. They drained the swamp alright…. and filled it with feces.
I sadly feared and predicted this sort of thing but was told my fears aren’t founded…. they don’t mean any harm…. you have no reason to fear this new administration. Here we are, 2 years later and staring at a government wanting to try and erase the very existence of me and others. Forcing dated gender rules and exhibiting a form of Christian base law over anyone outside the normal box. All this from a leaked note from the White House. A way to define us away. They can try…. but they will never succeed.
Now as I was expressing my fears to my friend Tim earlier, he brought up an interesting point. Maybe it was an intentional leak. Maybe it is a feeler to test the waters on what’s safe to attack. Something to arouse and separate us all in a mass of arguing that we forget all the craziness that is coming from there. Better yet… what are they hiding? They have to be as why else would any one person or group go after such a small percentage of Americans. I for one hope it doesn’t work as for it to actually happen they would have to first overturn all previous protections placed first. So it’s not as easy as the leak assumes
I’m not sure what the endgame is here but I can be certain that I will not be erase, I will not live in fear, and I will fight to the end to protect those who are to fearful to speak out.
And to all my trans siblings:
I see you…
you are valid….
we will overcome.
Remember that the only way to fix the problem is to get out and vote! You can’t stay home and thing it’s an easy win.